So yeah. I'm 3 weeks post op from a total knee replacement. I became seriously short of breath earlier this afternoon, developed some chest pains and got light headed, so I decided I should go to the ER and get checked, convinced it would be nothing serious. Instead, they told me I have a blood clot, they gave me a shot of a clot buster and admitted me. What in the actual fuck. And I'm freaking out about my younger son, who has autism, because he was an anxious wreck about my surgery because the only experience he has with hospitals was when my got sick and died. He was JUST starting to relax, now that I've been home for a while and doing well, and now this.

I'm not happy at the moment.