I'm going to need to drink before I go since I'm already regressing to high school ideas about cliques and socializing with the "popular" kids who apparently are the only ones going. I even reached out to some friends from high school and none of them are going.

I know I could just not go but I don't want my own anxiety to be the reason I don't go and I don't want to look back years from now with regret.

Also I've got my husband to buddy up with and I don't care if people judge if I only end up talking to him.

And I've also kind of doxxed myself if there is anyone I went to high school with on GT.

Any advice?