I came home to find three packages addressed to me: Enfamil, Similac and a romance novel. The free book didn't surprise me, I run a large book club on GoodReads and am always getting free things - usually epub or jpg form but paper is fun too.
Even though I'm going to use the formula, I cried for a bit when I opened those boxes. I just felt reminded that if I get to keep my job, I'll have to leave my newborn after 6 weeks and then I'll be gone from him for 10.5-11 hours a day (work and my commute). I'd love to breastfeed this one like I did my first but I know it's not going to be for me.