I just scampered out of Museum Guy's apartment and blurted out that I'd been seeing other guys and I liked one of them.
The night started ok but I was just not feeling it as time went on. We watched a movie and I just wanted to get out of there. So I went to the bathroom, came out and said I was going home. He was like, 'ok...' With this sad sad face. Then asked if he could call me again. And I kinda dithered and then he asked me if he did anything wrong and I said no. And that's when I blurted out the thing about the other guy.
I am a horrible horrible person. He looked so fucking sad. And then I gathered up my shit and scampered out.
What the fuck is wrong with me? Can I fix this? Should I text him to explain that that's not really what I meant? That he's not a bad guy, I just wasn't feeling the connection? Or is it too late for that? This just happened.