I have work to do. I have a chunk of time with kids asleep. I should get to work right now, but here I am, wasting time on the internet, typing this.

Sometimes I feel like maybe it isn't depression. Maybe I am just a worthless loser.

I know that's a terrible thing to say, but I had to type it out to see the ridiculousness of it.

Sorry for the random, inane, depressing post. I'll be back later when I'm in a better mood.