I'm a rage monster. I think the thing with my aunt is really pissing me off. Mostly because there are people out there like her and much worse. Mostly because she lies about the fact that she's an ugly racist. That people back her up. That she is thinking how awful I am.

Something else must be up, because part of me doesn't give a shit. I just hate that she thinks what she thinks. I feel hormonal. I just got back on the pill. Maybe the hormones are rushing because I am agitated and I just want to pick a fight.