I am sorry for last night. Thank you so much for everyone who wrote such kind and lovely things to me and for keeping me going until I could talk to someone. I also talked with my husband last night, even though I feel horrible for worrying him and waking him up when he is giving an important briefing today. I ended up taking a pill just going to sleep and I just woke up a little while ago. I do have to do some work today, but otherwise I am going to try to make a plan for myself. I’ve been putting it off because logistically I didn’t have the means to get myself to any sort of treatment, but mostly because I’m scared of doing the work and not being able to function. But I guess I’m not functioning anyway. The past few weeks have been really rough. Everything with my mother has brought up a lot of hurt and anger for me about my childhood and I just don’t know what to do with any of it. Anyway, I just wanted to assure everyone I’m okay. You all are so amazing and I love every one of you. I mean it. Thank you.