My doctor suspects I might have cancer. Usually, she's so reticent to hint at what might be wrong or speculate, but not this time. I know it's just a "might" but when I read more up on the type she suspects, the symptoms were a perfect match to what I've been struggling with lately. I've felt my health deteriorating, but I just thought it was the consequence of a chronic illness/condition getting worse

What kind of fucking lottery did I win that I might have cancer AND a rare, incurable, painful genetic condition?? Give me a break.

Also, I'm tired of how expensive it is to be sick. Manstrophy and I are in the middle of finishing up our taxes. We've barely added up all my medical expenses and it has already added up to 1/3 of our income.

I can haz a new life please? I'm really not handling this well.