Like, seriously fail. As in, I tried to do a practice midterm today and didn't understand what the questions were asking. I hate grad school so much. It's giving me "want to jump in front of a train" feelings. (I'm not going to. Don't worry. I just hate the feelings)

ETA: The constable offered to pay for me to uber home (because I was also breaking in new shoes and literally couldn't walk), and I'm going to take a very long shower, which usually helps, and order some Thai food. I'm still not feeling very hopeful about the midterm, but I'm panicking a little less.