I just don't think I can do this. I feel like I'm back in high school and I forgot about an assignment until last minute. Now I have to face my teacher and tell her I get an incomplete.
If you're wondering what the hell I'm talking about this link gives you some background. But basically I'm supposed to tell my dad about how much I've been struggling with PPD and if I don't by my appointment tomorrow she is going to call him for me. Of course I know she won't if I really don't allow it. I think she's doing this because she think I need the push and I probably do. But I am profoundly uncomfortable with all this. I hate the thought of disappointing people. So basically I have two choices disappoint my dad or my therapist. I'm leaning towards disappointing her because it seems like so much less work.