I'm currently giving double middle fingers to life. Remember how I was talking about a month ago about how I was going through the process of interviewing and testing for a job that I knew I would be absolutely awesome at? Well, I just got an email that I didn't get it. And, predictably, I'm crushed. I know at some point I'll catch a break, but why is it taking so long? Why can't I have it now? Haven't I suffered enough?