Is it wrong that I cannot wait until my boyfriend leaves the house to go hang out with friends? I have been waiting all fucking day for this moment and I feel like I cannot wait a second longer. It's like to the point where I just want to scream, SHOULDN'T YOU BE LEAVING NOW?? He hasn't done anything wrong, but I just want to have a nice, quiet house to myself this evening. But my irritability about the whole fucking thing might have something to do with the fact that I haven't had a cigarette in two days.

Does anyone else get twitchy when they can't be alone in their own home?

Edit: Oh shit, I also haven't taken my antidepressant today. LOL that might help.

Update: Phew, I managed not to be a total dick to my boyfriend for no reason at all. Time to celebrate with a nice, quiet night in!