And I can't, and that sucks.
Consort and I haven't been having that much sex and it gives me a sads. It's not because the adjacent sexy parts aren't working or anything like that, it's just shitty timing. We haven't hung out that much in general, cuz of his mom and everything. She was in the hospital last week, and she came home on Monday night, and she's still not doing too well. It turns out the surgery was a lot more major than I thought, and she's having a lot of trouble recovering. She'll be ok eventually, but it's taking longer than expected.
So he's obviously been very preoccupied with her and taking care of her, which is completely understandable, and I've been stressed myself with everything. We haven't seen each other much, and when we do hang out it's either going out somewhere or, if it is in his house, not for very long and he's still "on call" for taking care of his mom, so sex isn't really an option as he can't really be indisposed for an extended period of time.
Today he asked if it's ok if we don't hang out by him too much for now because his mom really isn't doing well and would just prefer some privacy. And of course! That's 100% fine and completely valid. I remember my mom after her major surgery, and she didn't want anyone in the house. Hell she didn't even want me in the house, lol. So I'm not upset with him in any way for this or anything.
Of course we'll still hang out, but for now it'll either be "out" at friend's places or just going out to do whatever, or at my apartment. And we can't have sex in my apartment because I'm sharing my room/bed with my mom as grandma is living here, so there's no privacy for us (or even me) in my apartment.
So we haven't had sex in over a week and now it looks like it'll be a while before we can again. It's no one's fault and I'm not upset with him at all, it's just a shitty situation. It's obviously not the worst thing in the world, and more importantly I hope his mom gets better soon because her health is more important than my twat.
I just wanted to complain about my lack of sex. I don't want to complain to Consort because it's not his fault, ya know? It's not like we have tons of privacy and things are totally stress-free and he's just like NO SEX FOR YOU. I don't want to give him something else to worry about when his mom is having so many problems. I feel like this is super self-centered of me to even be upset about it in the first place. Bleh.