Ugh, you guys I am so tired and Mr. Haa decided to invite a bunch of his coworkers and their SOs over tonight for a fire. I was looking forward to being lazy and hanging out on Jezebel all night but now I have to go be social and I DON'T WANNA. We painted the nursery today and it wore me out so much all I want to do is relax with my feet up and watch that terrible new Bridezillas Bootcamp show I have in my dvr. I hate being an introvert and I am working myself up into an anxiety attack about having to interact with people I barely know. And now that I'm pregnant I have nothing in common with anybody my age it feels like. They all get to drink around the fire and I get to just sit there. Sigh. I feel especially bad because as I was telling Mr. Haa how I didn't really want to be social he got kind of snippy with me about how we never do anything with anyone and he's just been really bored lately. I feel like it would be really weird to sit inside the house alone when everyone else is outside so I guess I'm stuck faking it.