I didn't think I was going to, but I do still value him as a friend. However, whether or not things will be good for us again as friends will be a matter of time. I told him he has a lot of issues communicating (not just with this incident, but when we were dating). I feel a lot better now that I've had time to think about things. I automatically reacted how I used to back in the days and felt like a failure and was embarrassed that I was sexting this person and he was with someone else. I had to snap out of it and realize that he has issues and this is his problem and in reality I don't have anything to be embarrassed about.

I am not so sure things will be the same or that we will communicate as much as before and I feel this is just another representation of the fact that this is how it will be with a lot of people once I leave. And another reason why I want to delete my current Facebook and start another one up. When I leave, it's basically the test to see who will be a part of my life and who won't. I'm becoming more and more ok with this.

Anyway GT, I think I am gonna make some of my edible cookie dough. So much for eating healthy this week lol.