I miss you, friend. I miss the closeness that we had. I miss the personal, intimate IM's we shared. I miss the friendship that we had. We haven't had it in 3 years. And now you're married with a perfect looking life and I miss you. I'm still a mess in my head and I don't know what it is I want to make my life feel purposeful. Or I do and it scares me cause it seems so unattainable. I was gonna send you this text but I'm ALWAYS the one reaching out so I posted it to groupthink instead.