I have always been a big gossip. I don't think I have ever kept any secrets in my life. I have always been really open even with complete strangers. I got told private information about someone's relationship and I didn't keep it a secret and now two people who are important to me hate me. The majority of my friends are through the queer community and one of the people who is really mad at me (rightfully) is my queer officer and I don't know how welcome I will be to keep going to events. I was even going to run for the position this year but now I can't even imagine doing that. I need to apologise and I don't know how. I don't want to talk about this to people irl because I don't want to make this worse but it's pretty bad and it's all my fault. I have never been good at dealing with things or apologising but I don't know what I'll do if I can't make this ok.