My friends and I decided on wed to buy tickets to see Lizzo for thursday. It was so fun to be able to do something spontaneous. I could not do that without a ton of grief when I was married. We had a blast. Staying out until 2am when I had a 7am meeting was not the smartest choice, but totally worth it. It feels so good to finally let myself enjoy life. My ex got a job and started working so is taking baby steps to more financial independence. Someone I am dating is turning out to be pretty special. I am just floating today.