That there is a problem with how I look at my life.

When every time a new therapist asks me about my life, and I run through the shit like a bullet point list, and he or she looks at me with a mildly shocked expression and says (in some form) "you were eerily calm relaying all of that."

I had my first group counseling session today, and it was ok. I told the counselor I feel like I'm in a perpetual state of shock lately and after talking for a bit he said he agrees, it sounds like I'm in shock and have been for a while. So this will be interesting, I guess.

I don't know. Just felt like sharing. I feel like everyone on here is on edge a bit lately and in my oh so noble attempt to break it up, I thought maybe sharing some feelz would help. *Shrug.