I know part of this is me being grumpy since I'm sleep-deprived, enormously overextended and all-around wiped out. BUT... we just had a conversation in which I said I am potentially more exhausted than I've ever been. I haven't slept more than four hours any night this week and have such an overwhelming amount expected of me over the next three weeks that I anticipate that my life will be getting WORSE (more tiring and busy) rather than better. I am so stressed that all of my muscles are sore (presumably from being so tense all the time) and so tired that I've felt vaguely nauseous all week. I never. Ever. Get to take a break. Ever.

So... after all that, manfriend says "Ya want to go out or stay in tonight?"

LKAJFDIOSALJKFDLA;SKJFDLKSAFD I DO NOT HAVE TIME TO GO OUT OR HANG OUT I DO NOT EVEN HAVE TIME TO SLEEP OR GROCERY SHOP OR WASH MY CLOTHES OR HAIR WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU WHY DON'T YOU LISTEN TO ME ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH :-/