Maybe it’s that and graduation in general? Idk. It’s just a few days away now and I have some marked butterflies.

I just want everyone to get along and for my family to behave themselves. It’s also a bunch of friends from various stages and areas of my life, so I hope there’s at least some meshing. I don’t want people to be bored, but I haven’t really had time to come up with activities for the group. I’ve made a playlist so there will be music, and I’m hoping food + alcohol (mimosas) will be enough to keep people occupied and feeling sociable.

This might seem weird, but I think it’s just old childhood fears about no one showing up or having a good time. I know that’s kind of silly, I’m an adult and I know my friends care about me. I always get really nervous when I’m trying to get a group together, because I want people to have fun and stick around for a bit. I don’t know. I hate anxiety.