You guys, I have waited SO LONG to get back on my ADHD meds. I had to get records from my previous physician, which took over a month, and before that I was putting off finding a doctor because of anxiety and money and aforementioned ADHD. I was also sick for most of the beginning of the year, just sinus infection after stomach flu after migraine (probably because I was not going to the doctor...). So, in February and March I got my shit together, went to the doctor, took care of my persistent and raging sinus infection, got back on my allergy meds, got on BC, got my braces off (!!), and, as of today, finally picked up my prescription for my ADHD meds. Took them this morning, got a fuckton of work done, and then around 2 pm everything went to shit. I’m nauseous, my head hurts, I’m shaky, I’m SO FUCKING HOT. It keeps coming in waves, like right now I’m mostly okay but who knows how long that will last.
PLUS I’m fighting with my mom, which sucks. She was teasing me at Easter and I completely misinterpreted what she said (I can see that very clearly now), but when I confronted her about it instead of saying she hadn’t meant it the way I thought, she deflected in every way she knows how and in ways that were really harmful to me growing up. So now I’m in a weird place where I’m wrong about what started the argument, and I want to apologize for that, but I’m NOT wrong about the things she did in the aftermath. So idk what to do.
AND my grandmother (mom’s mom) is now giving me shit because we didn’t tell her about some plans we had with my uncle’s family. Not that we didn’t invite or include her or that we did it at all, just that she should have known??
If anyone wants to commiserate about their shitty relative drama or shitty bodies or shitty days please do. Whiny misery loves whiny company.