I wanted to take a quick moment to apologize for my awfully childish public meltdown yesterday. I ended up acting like a complete asshole to many people who did not and do not deserve such treatment (which is pretty much everyone) and going even further to just fly a lot of my dirty laundry in the breeze. Reading back over everything from those conversations earlier today was painful and shameful, and I wanted to extend an apology because none of that was in any way constructive nor positive.
From the beginning of my time commenting here I made some rules for myself to avoid potential eruptions. I broke those rules yesterday and what happened was exactly what I had endeavored to avoid.
GT doesn't feel like a safe space for me, and far more importantly my behavior has made this space less space for others who need that space far more than I do. For this I feel shame and am sorry.
I'll miss the gifs and teamcat and many other aspects that make GT a unique and wonderful space. It looks like I've been scrubbed from GT, and I'm thankful for that.
I'm sorry and I wish you all the best.