I have a job interview today for a job I don't really want. I want to see what they'll say since it's my first big professional interview, but I haven't yet heard from the employers that I was actually interested in. I tend to work myself up over job interviews anyway, so I'm trying to stay calm. I am a bit socially awkward when I first meet people, and I'm worried that's going to leak out everywhere. OY. First-time audition jitters are already getting me. Stupid brain.