So the grad school that has the perfect combination of research interests that I hope to pursue, the school in the same city where my long distance bf lives, the same grad school that sent me an email two weeks ago telling me that they had funding for me and were now actively recruiting me to attend the program just sent me an email saying they couldn't process my application for the 2014-2015 year because all of the applications had already been processed. Their website and an email from the graduate coordinator told me applications weren't due until September 1st. I don't understand!

Pleaaaaase please tell (lie if you must) me this is just some clerical error. I am sick to my stomach right now. The only other real option I have is not ideal. Also, not getting into this program kind of seals the deal on my current relationship not working out as neither of us are super interested in pursuing 4 more years of long distance. So many sad feelings right now!