For all your kind words and support. You guys are amazing, and I'm wishing you were actually here IRL right now to help me through this, because I think I've reached my limit on how much I can adult and something in my broke again today.
My dad is still hanging on, and we don't know why. It's not like we want him to die, but he's going to, and we want to know what he's waiting for so he isn't just suffering here in limbo.
He left so many things undone and so many things unfinished. There is so much that we have to do, and my stepmom cannot do anything at all. My brother keeps snapping at me and yelling at me, and I have almost no one around me for support. I don't have anyone I can call who will come over and hug me and make me feel better.
Thank you for allowing me this moment of self-pity. If anyone wants to come be an adult for me, that would be wonderful. And thank you guys, really, for all the kind words on my post earlier. You are wonderful, and I am so grateful.