I miss you gorgeous people. Life has been insane. I have an end date for living with my (soon to be) ex. Its next year, and farther away than I want, but progress. Finances are complicated. She did not get disability and has returned to the work force, but needs time to adjust and prepare. I’ve been staying busy and socializing and dating. It’s been fun, but also a way to avoid any self reflection.
I think I am finally grieving the end of my marriage which is weird because its been over for sometime and the more time goes by, the more I see how badly I was treated. Love, and just being human, is so complicated. I’ve scaled back on dating. Some things just fizzled, as they do. I am seeing someone regular. Something inbetween FWB and a “defined” relationship. I am embracing the ambiguity. I am ready for 2020. I wish I could skip past christmas and NYE, but I can’t. I have popped in a bit, but not keeping up with everyone. How are you?