because of me and my shitty ass lungs.

I’m so upset. I kept coughing and coughing last night and waking myself up whenever I did drift off for 20-30 min max. My boyfriend has been nothing but a prince throughout this entire thing and I can’t stop frustrated-crying thinking about everything we are missing out on. We are giving it one more day and then driving back to texas if I’m not feeling significantly better by tomorrow. I’m so sad/pissed off/disappointed. I wanted this trip to be an opportunity for us to bond and get closer and it’s just been me laying in bed hacking up a lung and skin peeling off half of my face from blowing my nose so much.