Which is kind of a bummer because...how lame. I might actually be all alone on 4th of July, and I don't like being alone during holidays. My parents are going to a graduation party which I really don't want to go to. My boyfriend wants to stay in his town (about an hour away from me) and hang out with a friend who's visiting home and leaving this weekend. He has every right to do that, but I don't feel like going there and hanging out with his friends on 4th of July. Sometimes, you just don't want to do certain things. This is that time.

Aaaand, I pretty much have no friends nearby. Boooo. I'm thinking of staying home with my little sister and going to a farm nearby to watch fireworks because I know she really doesn't want to be dragged to that graduation party that my parents are going to. I'll get drunk by myself earlier in the day.

Oh well. I guess I'll make the best of it.