And my parents' divorce, after a 30 year marriage, was final in May. They were separated 6 months before that. I am still reeling from this whole thing (as are my siblings). My mother has set a date in early October that I TECHNICALLY CANNOT ATTEND but now I am of course being guilted into it since what's more important in my life, right? Who needs to make a plan, right?

So my mother will be legally married to someone I do not know within a year of being separated from my father. And I'm the shitty kid for not being "overjoyed". So now I feel like shit.

I feel like my whole world is crashing down on me and I'm going to drown.