When I was young and foolish and in my first year of college, I found something that made me feel okay and was a wonderful way to start the day. Each morning I would take a sniff - a deep inhale and I would be fine for the rest of the day. Then one morning I took my morning sniff and started my day but forgot my books so I went back into my dorm room grabbed my books and looked at myself in the mirror - oh, god it was embarrassing! There was this blue black streak down from my nose to my mouth; my addiction to Black Cherry Kool Aid was disgusting - I wondered how many days I had gone out in public like that. I quit that day and now only allow myself an occasionally sniff because I still love the stuff but I throw the package away immediately so I don't have the temptation around.