Due to some crazy happenings that I'll likely post later in the week, I'm a giant ball of anxiety right now. My xanax is keeping it from turning into Panic Attack City but it never mellows me out, I can't relax enough to read in the tub or even watch TV. I'm extremely jumpy. I tried a little benadryl to see if that would take more of the edge off, but it just put me back to sleep. Pot just gives me headaches or I'd look up my friendly neighborhood pothead.

I need to relax somehow or I'm going to lose my mind. Thoughts? Suggestions? I tried to wake the Mister up for sex but he wouldn't un-slumber. :( I think I have some Sleepytime tea downstairs? Some really nasty Sam Adams beer? I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.