...being the person who gets forgotten when they're stressed and lonely. I hate self-pitying bullshit, but the reality is that now that I'm tired and lonely after working as much as a new job will allow while dealing with a psychiatric family emergency - I'm alone. All I wanted was some company tonight (after months at home either alone or with only my depressed husband), but none of my friends are in a place to give it. I admit I haz a sad.

Thanks for letting me be a stupid sad panda all over the place.