So. I'm posting here because โ€” it's funny โ€” this might be the safest place I feel on the internet.

My aunt died today, just a few hours ago. She was out working with her horse and, long story short, was crushed in a freak accident. She and my uncle's home is very rural, and emergency services didn't make it in time.

I'll be honest: this aunt and I weren't especially close (in comparison to other familial relationships I have), but I do feel close to my uncle and my mom, who are both extremely effected.

But more than that, this is the third death in my semi-immediate family in the past 6 months. I'm starting to feel...

God, I don't even know what I feel anymore. There's nothing anyone can do, either. Everyone is just so tired.

Does anyone have experience with this kind of thing, either professionally or otherwise? I think I'm running out of coping mechanisms.