I am so close to a huge emotional breakthrough that goes back to preconscious childhood that I can taste it. It's deeply affected my ability to work and commit to a career, so obviously I'm eager to shift it. The door is open, but it's not resolved, and I'm getting a lot of anxiety because I'm in that limbo. I seriously miss booze so much right now. Want. Booze. Now. And money. Because right now what I want to do is get dolled up, go out, drink, and find some ridiculously young man to make out with.