Guys, what do I do?

I’m desperate here... not suicidal but def NOT ok. I saw the clinical nurse at the psychology behavioral medicine place I go to... I’ve been seeing her for about a year, and before that the woman who’s place she took before she retired for a year.

I was on citalopram, Wellbutrin daily and lorazepam (anxiety, ptsd, insomnia), and adderall as needed. I stopped taking lorazepam and adderall in December, and Wellbutrin in January because i am trying to become pregnant. Long story short, I went off citalopram cold turkey three weeks ago and at first I thought I saw fine but I AM NOT.

I saw her last Wednesday, she said she’d email me info about ssri and pregnancy, she has not yet. I did a good job of hiding how badly I am doing and regretting this immediately. I called on Friday and again on Monday, but times leaving a message saying something to the effect of “hi, just wondering about the info you were going to send.. looking forward to seeing it, I’m really not doing ok, please call back”....

No response.

What do I do? There is no office manager really. You just correspond with the person in the practice you meet with via phone calls which go directly to a voicemail. I was going to bring up this issue with my therapist today but our session was cancelled due to blizzard and so I won’t see her til next Thursday, 10 days away. :-(


I don’t know what to do. I need help. I don’t know how to deal with this.. I don’t want to do the wrong thing, so.... thoughts?