Sigh. I really wish I had more friends and a stable relationship, and a job now that I'm graduating in less than a week, and well....a lot of things. I've weirdly blown three relationships in three very different ways this year. One of them almost destroyed me, and one I wanted out of, and the other was just wrong time/place (largely because of the one that almost destroyed me). But they have all moved on, and I am soooo not in a good place in my life. It's just really hard.