I was feeling fine for most of last night, but around the 11 pm - 12 am mark, I started to feel inexplicably lonely. I was home by myself last night with my sister, but she was upstairs doing her own thing. And I just felt really sad and lonely. I think it's triggered by the fact that, you know, people post pictures or statuses of their outings on FB or Instagram, and I never have anyone to hang out with :( I feel like I have no friends just because I never get to see my friends, like ever, now that I graduated university.

I just feel like no matter where I am in life, I'm always falling back to feeling absolutely fucking alone, even when I work hard on not feeling that way. I cried before I went to sleep last night, and I cried today. I just don't feel good right now. At all.