Yeah, it's great to know when I have an unresolved emotional issue that's getting tweaked, because I can fix it. That's a good thing.

But I don't fucking want to. I want to zone out, tune out, distract anything I possibly can to not deal with this because...well...because. Can't I just fix it without actually doing anything? Can't I just be a normal, clueless person?

No? Damn. Fucking mercury in retrograde, bringing up old shit to deal with. Ugh.