I don't feel like dating. I think about it and it makes me go "eugh". I'm still heartbroken over exGod (I asked a friend whether it was possible to be heartbroken without being in love and she said yes), and I need time to figure my shit out...but at the same time I kinda feel like turning on my OKC profile again. I know it's all low self-esteem, but I don't feel particularly lovable, desirable, datable or even fuckable right now.

I'm probably not going to do it..not for a while...but I just feel shitty sometimes, and I thought I'd share.