So we've been dating for like 2 months. He is really busy with his career, which I've mentioned before. This doesn't really bother me that much. I guess it did for a minute, but then I weighed out the pros and cons and decided that I would much rather date someone who has their own shit going on than someone who has NO shit going on (Been there several times. No thanks!). Now I'm onto a whole other set of "oh noooooooo" feelings.

Mixed signals. They are the WORST. And what makes it even shittier is that I'm not even sure if they're mixed signals or if I'm just dealing with a case of the "love paranoia". You know, that bullshit that takes over your brain when you fall in love. The nagging negativity that injects itself into every thought. Yeah. I can't tell. Which is why I'm asking for your input.

Now, on one hand- he texts everyday even when he's really busy just to touch base and ask how my day is going. AWESOME! This is a good sign! He also asked me to go to Franz Ferdinand with him next month. So he's asking me to do stuff and in advance. Another good sign! And when we hang out we talk about deep stuff in addition to silly stuff. So it's not like we haven't touched on intimate and personal subjects. Again, this is good!

On the other hand- He has never asked me to stay over. The only other person who I've dated that did this was a guy who told me from the get-go that he was not into relationships. I just find this weird and a bit problematic and confusing. Why not just ask me to sleep over? It's Friday! It's midnight! Just tell me to stay! And sometimes instead of saying "Can't wait to see you tomorrow" he will say "Can't wait to see what you're wearing tomorrow". So there is a sexual tone to a lot of the stuff he says. It's not that over the top and it's not creepy, but it did occur to me that maybe these comments are trying to tell me something. Am I being crazy? Is he just flirting with me or am I just some regular booty call? I really can't tell...

The thing is that over the last year I've gotten involved with WAY too many people who ended up just wanting to keep me as some sort of fuck trophy. But this feels different...I think? Or at least it did until I started analyzing the shit out of it.

I do plan on bringing this up to him when I see him tomorrow. But I wanted to see what you guys think first so that I can prepare myself for what he might say. Ugh.