I need oral sex.
I’ve had crazy period issues, and my boyfriend has a non-traditional schedule, so the times as of late where we are both together AND I’m not bleeding have been few and far between. This week has been one of them.
Last time we got together, it was for a quick and unexpected visit. Sex, no oral sex. I asked him if he would go down on me the next time we saw each other. He agreed.
I was with him the last couple of nights. Last night he asked me what I wanted as we were laying in bed; I said I wanted him to go down on me. He hedged, saying that I’d said I was bleeding. Spotting, yes, but not even enough to show in my underwear. He said he wanted to rest first, and I’m like, ok, this isn’t going to happen.
Then he tries to start something at 6 in the morning.
DAMNIT, I DON’T WANT ANYTHING AT 6AM, ESPECIALLY NOT ORAL SEX. I WANTED IT LAST NIGHT, AND I RARELY ASK FOR THAT SHIT SO DIRECTLY AND BLUNTLY, AND WAS REJECTED.
DON’T TOUCH ME.
This goes to a larger pattern of me liking night-time sexy times and him being ready to go when I’m still sleeping, but goddamn it, it really pissed me off today.