And pain, this sucks.

I left my partner of 7 years (and father to my 2.5-year-old) because I am in love with someone else. A mere 3 months after we were engaged. I'm now in this awful limbo state of feeling so much guilt about my ex, regret, mourning about the family we were...and I'm wanting to move forward with this other person (we've known each other for 10 years and been in love that long) but I've not fully let go, enough I know I can't be with my ex.

It's just a mess :-( I don't really have anything to say or ask, I just need to dump it here.