I talked to my husband just a minute ago, and the ECT seems to be working! He sounds like himself again! He sounds like the man I fell in love with and married!
The past two years or so have been like living with a Pod Person or something, and our marriage was frankly suffering. I was coping with things badly, but I also didn't know what I was trying to cope with...I was lonely, stressed, unhappy, and honestly not in love with the man I was living with.
Today, I heard his voice again. The man I fell in love with in the crazy kind of way that made me marry him after three months of telephone conversations. The man I was, and as it turns out still am, deeply in love with. Depression-Pod-Person husband wasn't the one on the phone for the first time in years, and I am more grateful and happy than I can say.