Ugh, I had something long written out before my phone ate it up. So this will be shorter. Now that I know that my relationship with my boyfriend is leaning on the "rill serious" side, I don't know how to deal with the fact that once I go back to school next year, I might be a couple hours away from him depending on the school I get into and choose to go to.

But really, how do you deal with that? I'm not asking how you maintain contact, because I know there's Skype, texting, calling, etc. I'm asking about how you internalize the idea of the distance and the fear of being far away from someone who is essentially your best friend. I don't want to dwell on this or worry about it. This is all hypothetical, anyway, since I could very well get into a school right here.