I feel like a C- student at life and general failure and this morning I woke up to this email from goodreads:

You are one of our First Reads lucky winners! You will soon receive a free copy of The Antidote: Happiness for People Who Can't Stand Positive Thinking in the mail. Please allow a few weeks for shipping.

Yesterday I got a call from my doctor's office because my body sucks at regulating its hormones and I get to go back this afternoon since they want more blood and then I received a really disappointing rejection email. Yesterday was a kick in the teeth and uterus. I can't tell if this is a slap across the face or a pat on the back.