I know I’ll feel better in the morning, but right now I am in the foulest of moods. I’m living with a very high level of uncertainty in my life - as are we all given the looming election results - and it is wearing on me. As I mentioned a few weeks ago - I may be moving to NYC. I still don’t know if that is happening - but should know soon. I also applied for NIH funding (which if I got it, NYC would be certain - and other things would be WAY better). Got my score today, and it is supposed to be really good - but not high enough that it is clear whether it will get funded. Crazily enough, I now have to wait till like February to find out if it is funded. This process is insane. The one bright spot is that I will get to spend a lot of time with my most fave mentor ever tomorrow - and that will be fun and calming.
Feel free to vent about anything going on in your life below. This is a safe space! :)