Come talk to me fellow uncouplers! I’m still not sure how many more of these I can actually do but as far as I know, I’m still technically single I think.

I don’t want to get too braggy, but the past few weeks have been amazing with Jon Snow, but I dropped him off at the airport yesterday and he’ll be gone for 3 weeks to England then Stockholm, we’ll still be able to text and stuff while he’s gone but not as much as I’ve gotten used to. I mean, essentially I should just do what I did before I met him, which was only 3 weeks ago. A part of me is scared he’ll come back and he won’t be interested anymore, he keeps assuring me it’ll be fine, we’ll just have to wait. But I don’t wanna! I didn’t realize how long it had been since I felt this way about someone and since they felt this way about me. I don’t know if I’ve ever smiled this much or laughed this much but I feel like for however high I might get I can become equally as low just as easily and I’m scared of that. Like this is too good to be true and I’ll just fuck everything up. I still need to let that other guy from Tinder know that I’m no longer interested, but I don’t know how and it’s stressing me out. I feel really bad because in another universe I might have liked him but not this much and now I think I’m just stringing him along and that’s tearing at my gut and I need to sort this out. I am just not good at dating. I knew I would get overwhelmed, I just didn’t figure I would actually meet someone worthwhile. Sigh... what am I gonna do for 3 weeks? Expect more singles threads to come.

Also, I fell asleep with my ice bag on my leg and I guess it fell off last night and leaked through to my mattress which is now soaked so I couldn’t sleep and now it looks like I wet the bed...