Thanks for all your support and kind words yesterday, GT. Commenting on my phone is a huge pain in the ass, so I didn't respond to all of you, but I'm working on it (or at least starring) right now. You guys are great.
I wish I could hug GT. :)
I'm going to try working on me. I don't know why I've been so down on myself lately (even before the events mentioned yesterday), but I fear it's going to start affecting my relationships (both with friends and MitsuBT) if I don't do something about it. I'm going to take a lot of the advice you guys and gals have doled out on here and work on loving me. And maybe try and find a cheap therapist somewhere.
You guys are the best. Thanks so much.