Earlier today i posted this little gem on my alter ego account.

I got a lot of good responses from everyone who commented and it made me realize i was being kind of silly. I spoke to EllaFunksGerald and she said she was happy and proud of me. So thanks everyone who posted, i appreciate the words, they gave me a lot to think about. I was probably being kind of stupid about this whole thing. God isn't a vending machine or a store, and it's kind of foolish to think that my good fortune isn't her's as well. I just hope she finds a job soon, she's really feeling down about being out of work for so long. I'm taking out a part about my first posts being unshared. I was angry and i let it get the better of me. Thank you again for everyone's thoughts and counsel.